Thursday, July 22, 2010

We're Back!

From the state that is inhabited by CRAZIES!! The trip was fun aside from the face that my sister and baby JO were in the hospital the whole time! That little Angel was sent from Heaven! After everything that they had to do to help him get better, what he cried was so minimal! God really answered our prayers and he is doing really really good.
We never got to do much of anything but we spent time with family which is the most important thing of all! I cried like a baby when I had to leave! The look on my dad's face destroyed me. He looked as if he would never see me and Lil ever again. I cried the whole 4 1/2 hr plane ride home and when I saw Rob and when I saw my mom and then when I called my dad to let him know that we made it home! I miss my Daddy! I love him lots and I always felt like he never loved or cared about me as much as the others, but I know deep down inside he doesn't know how to express that he is really sorry for everything that has happened to me or between us. Anyways I'll post pictures later!

Friday, July 2, 2010

SO SICK Of IT!!

I am seriously so sick of stupid people! Yesterday Rob couldn't be nice for the life of him and he can't be nice today either. I had planned to go camping this 4th of July weekend. Well it seemed like no one wanted to go cause no one did their part for the trip except me. Then they come to me asking what we should all do this weekend! Well as of right now I think they should all shove it up theirs cause they are ridiculously exhausting and I'm not putting up with it.

Then my Mother!! UGh, has the audacity to say that she was so embarrassed when Lily came in today to visit because she had a big scratch on her face. If you were a mother how would you take that? With a grain of salt? HECK no...... I'm upset!!! She's embarrassed of my poor little baby who accidentally fell off the stairs to the deck when we were leaving, and got cut. But I'm the bad person ALWAYS!!! Cause I say what upsets me and I let you know when you are being SOOOOOOO WRONG!! My Mother is a child who should have never been allowed to have children, she can not take criticism, but does it to others. The only thing I'm looking forward to is packing up my bags and getting the heck out of here for a week. Being with new and fresh faces!! Sorry for my upsettingness but I'm really peeved at the moment, and I can't talk to people about it cause they think I'm the one in the wrong always!