Little Lili!

My daughter is the most Beautiful baby out there! She doesn't need professional photos to make her out to be something she isn't. She will probably win the cutest baby contest! I love her more and more everyday! She is the best and will always be the best baby out there. She sleeps most of the night. As a 3 monther she just barely started to roll over and she is laughing. Her teeth are starting to push up.. it'll probably take another month or so for us to actually see her teeth, but my poor baby is so good that she would rather sleep off her pain then cry and make a scene, yeah she fuses but it probably hurts so bad. She is so chubby and gaining so much weight. She is so healthy and so bright her Dr can't believe how old she acts. I have a feeling that pretty soon she will be sitting up because she is trying so hard to get up when we sit her on the armed chair. Anyways I love little Lil and I'm so grateful to have her.

Mom of One and I'm a PC

So I sold my mac and got a PC. It's the nicest, coolest, easiest thing I've ever had. So we searched and searched for the best deal around and nothing was really coming around.. everything was either too cheap and nothing really to it or to expensive and way too much to it. I origianlly had my eyes set on a Sony VAIO. They are a step up from the hp's and the rating are so much better but when I talked to an expert he said that yes all of that is true but it doesn't really have as much quality as the hp. So Rob and I sat and talked with him and figured hey why the heck not for a fraction of the price we can get more for less. So we got the special edition PC.
Funny story about the whole experience is that when I went the night before to bestbuy to check out what on earth I really wanted, the girl was trying to sell me on a mac so hard core. She was trying to tell me that the PC's dont come with CD/DVD+RW and lightscribe (those of you who don't know lightscribe is when you can put images on top of the cd or design or whatever). So I looked at her like she was the dumbest sales girl ever, first of all you have to update the software on PC's over time always spend money protecting them from viruses, but with the macs you have to buy most of the software or find someone who has it because it is more expensive then the PC. Trust me I know this. Yeah they don't viruses but it's easier to use a PC then become a product of the media and buy a mac. All though I loved it. I love my PC.
Anyways I'm so happy cause I worked hard for it.
On another note.. Lili is 3 months all ready holy wow!! Time flies!! I love her to death. Not much has changed with her.. Except she is always eating her fist. it is the funniest.

Scammers!

So Lately I've been getting scammed left and right. Well not really getting scammed but stupid people really think that I am going to fall for the lies that they are creating.

So I found this really nice car that I have been wanting to buy ( Turns out that Jeeps aren't really in my best interest being a poor mom!) Anyways I requested information because there is no contact number and a bunch of just car stuff in the add. I tell whoever it is to call me and they sad that they would ship it if I sent them money!! Ok That's not what I had asked but thank you for letting me know that you are full of crap. So nicely I replied to that lady that claimed to be a single mother on the verge of loosing her home to default on her mortgage payments, and simply stated how sad it was that she was trying to make a dime off of someone elses' expense. Cause she knows there is no car and that there is no shipping.
Anyways same deal with a house. The guy pretended to be a pastor serving a mission in Africa and he needed the money before he could send the keys. Yeah right. Like Anyone would fall for that. Haha So I tried to get him to send the keys before I send the money.. scammers aren't that dumb he wanted to get the money so he could use it to send the keys.

So up to date with Liliane! She is more than 13 lbs and she only measures as much as a newborn baby but other then that she is so much higher in her other percentils. She acts like a big girl it's so funny. Right now she's asleep with her head on the pillow cause she has sinus problems, and with the blanket over her. She tries to be so big girl like it's funny. She talks so much and she giggles, but if she doesn't know someone she'll cry until they leave. Kind of her way of saying I don't really like you hahha! Anyways We'll see what happens later on in life!

Over Coming Sadness!

I went to a funeral on Saturday! Probably wasn't the best Idea. A friend from high school killed himself and it just makes me so angry and so sad. I don't get why people don't ask for help.. I don't understand why life is ended so quickly when all you have to do is cry yourself to sleep wake up drink hot tea or whatever and TALK!! I see what the these actions do to families including my own. I see how lives are torn apart and friendships continue without a care. I am a mother now and I couldn't imagine having Lili feel like there is no other choice. If God really loves all his children why doesn't he do things to prevent people from killing themselves. Like jamming a gun or making that hanger rod bust off. Or suddenly they don't have enough pills. It's just way to sad. I don't want to deal with these things ever again. So I will keep going to church every Sunday and pray for my well being and others!