Happy Thanksgiving.. little late!

This was her Outfit today she looks so cute!!


Her Thanksgiving Dress!! Haha She has a flared nostril I love Her!!




So being that Thanksgiving was yesterday I feel bad for not up dating but I was just so dang tired I didn't even dress nice for dinner!
I'm happy to say that I fit into my jeans again and all I have to do is work out my legs and when the doctor gives me the ok I'm going to hit the gym and work on my flabby belly! Everyone is shocked that I had a 7lb baby in my belly with how quick I lost weight. The down part is one of my breast makes more milk then the other so I have a D cup and a C cup lol! Very sad.

Well I have to say that I am thankful for God, My Babies health and Beauty, My Family, Rob, His Family, and Prayer. It has helped me so much to deal with the stresses of being alone all day with the baby and then taking care of her at night while everyone sleeps because they have to work early in the morning. She's having a hard time staying up in the day even when I wake her, but that's the name of the game isn't it. I'm thankful that God has given me this gift that I like to call apathy. I have changed so much in this last week and I can feel it. I care more for my 3 person family then the fights I've been in the past. Or the people that have done me wrong. I miss everyone I used to be friends with and it doesn't matter that they have been shady or messed up with me. I have forgiven them and I am ready to move into my little cottage with my Baby and live happily ever after. Anyways Happy late Thanksgiving!!

She is finally here!!

After a long 9 months of waiting for my Beautiful Baby Girl she is finally here!! I am so Lucky and I am so in love with her.

Ok so the facts are that I had a 5 hour labor started at 8am ended at 1pm. I highly recommend the drugs there is no way on earth I could have done it without them. Giving birth is exciting and painful and I stopped breathing during every strong contraction because it is just that intense. Anyways I went in at a 4cm and then an hour later I was about 6 I got the nice epidural and it wasn't working at first and I just started balling my eyes out! It is too painful to explain, so then the anesthesiologist suggested that I should get checked again and I was an 8! So I had to get an extra dose that would but the epidural up to par with where I was. After It started feeling way nice I was a full 10 just 30 minutes after the extra dose. My doctor had me wait a little so the baby would start making her way down and there wouldn't be as much tearing or pushing. Anyways I started pushing at 12:30 and 40 minutes later we had a baby!! Greatest experience of my life!

They say any day!

So I noticed that the doctor tells you any day now you will have your little baby.. ok hold up!!! I think that you're pulling my leg because I have been waiting everyday for the past two weeks and still Baby Liliane is doing the happy dance in my belly!
I'm starting to feel like a train wreck. I'm not moody or hormonal at all anymore I just want my baby here and I would like her here This weekend if possible. I know that the more days they are in the womb the more beneficial it is for the baby, but really.. I don't sleep at night, these Contractions are messing with my head. I get all excited for a little let down. I'm more then 3cm so my doctor said that was way good. Also when I got checked Lily's head is all the way down in position the doctor was bumping it. I felt a little bad for the baby. Anyways I have a couple things that I need to buy. They are really expensive and it's just as expensive to make them so I should just buy her baby blessing dress. We all ready got her Thanksgiving outfit and I guess if she isn't here by then just return it and shoot for a Christmas one cause she will be here by then.

anywho!

I'm still not a mom.. yet, but hopefully soon

Anyways I was just thinking about some of the things I can do in December when I wont be working and I will be a parent that will bring our little family closer together. TADA!! The Draper Temple open house is on my list of things to do. I haven't been to a temple open house since the Mt. Timp temple.. and let me tell you it was a great experience. So I'm definitely calling and making reservations.

I have been dying to see this temple up close since they announced it. I heard it's in a gated community but I'm sure that you can still go up like any other temple. I had the pleasure of seeing the Twin Falls Idaho temple last year when we went cave dwelling, and It is BEAUTIFUL just the landscape around it and the position makes the temple so unique. Unfortunately we didn't get to enjoy that much cause I got the call that my brother had passed away, but I remember there being like a cliff next to it where you could see green and a river at the bottom.. I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing, but the scenery was awesome.

Another thing I want to do Is freaking ride on one of those horse buggies, around temple square in salt lake. I probably can't take a little baby with me, but I have never been on one of them. Every year my family goes up and we watch the pageant sit and listen to Christ(which has been the same since we moved to Utah) The lights of course and the tabernacle! But not once have I been on those horse buggies! And this year I am determined to go.

I'm also going to see WICKED again, but that wont be until April! I went last Christmas and I absolutely fell in love and recommend everyone to go! You will not be disappointed. You have to remember it is a Broadway musical so tickets are expensive, but WORTH IT!! So everyone should go!!

I deleted myspace!

I never thought I would be able to just finally push the cancel button since I've had my account for more then 4 years, but something told me that It was time to move on from myspace and just have my facebook friends and this blogger!! So If anyone is wondering why we aren't friends on myspace!! Now you know! All my friends on myspace I have on facebook so no sense of have the boring myspace .. Anywho! I am having some pretty sweet contractions, it sucks time is flying by so quickly!

Any Day Now!

So I went to the doctor today for my "37" week appointment technically it's another 3 days away but whatevs. I saw the midwife who rocks my socks she is an awesome lady! Not awkward being with her at all she makes everyone feel like friends and family, calls for good times in her office. ANYWHO.. I had her check me because I have been having some pretty nice contractions that disturb my sleep, and low and behold she says I'm 3cm dialated all ready!!!!! EEEK. My daughters head is all the way down, and now we just have to wait. She thinks it's going to be anyday until I go into labor, but hopefully next week cause they have some pretty rad numbers next week!! Haha yeah just thought I should keep you updated with that.

On another real note!! I went to see SAW V with Nurn, and I almost died cringing.. sick. I can't believe I allowed all of that to go through my head but oh well, it was a must see.
Maybe next time I write you I will be a mom!!

The rest of Halloween!

So here are just a few pics from the day!!




I was trying to go vote, but I stopped by my mother's office to take a look at what was going on within the other offices really cute Ideas. Anyways I have an awkward smile cause everyone was staring.




My mom was an ice princess seeing as they were the north pole for Halloween! Cute!! My belly is huge!! Hahaha She is ready to greet the world. Ps I got over wanting to dress her up!


Also Yesterday was my last day of work!! Woohoo!! I was so freaking excited!! No more dealing with crappy people anymore.. or having to clean the stinky office all the time, or doing most of the work!! I was so relieved. In a way I was sad cause I didn't get to say goodbye to my favorite customers! But in the end I need to find something where my skills and my time can take me!! School is a more obvious choice for me at this point. Unless I can go back and run the place like it should be runned!!